What the heck happened here?

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

The impossible decision arrived today . . . .

. . . with as complicated as living is, I never imagined the process of dying could be so difficult.

1 comments:

Carrie said...: I'm so sorry that things have come to this...
Call me...anytime, day or night! I'm here for you!; 9:02 PM

Meditations For Women Who Do Too Much, Anne Wilson Schaef

* What I am looking for is not "out there." It is me.

* Sometimes it helps to know that I just can't do it all.

* Laughter is like the human body wagging its tail.

* Solitude is not a luxury. It is a right and a necessity.

* My fear is real. When I honor it, I do not need to be controlled by it.

* Decisions need to be discovered - not made. We can make the little ones, and the big ones we need to wait with.

* Sometimes we just think too much!

* All of us are afraid sometimes. That's human. When our life is ruled by fear, that's addiction.

* Perfectionism is self-abuse of the highest order.

* If we want to heal, we have to start getting honest with ourselves and each other. Creating the possibility for more truth is up to each of us.

* Knowing when to quit may be my biggest victory.

* No one else will arrange any quiet time for me. I have to see to it myself.

* My interests add richness to my life, but not when I go after them compulsively.

* It is sometimes frightening to trust my intuition. It is always disastrous not to trust it.

* It is not possible to live a rich, full life without friends. I have to be one to have one.

* The quality of my decisions is directly proportional to my patience and my not knowing.

* When I say no to a request for my time, I am not going away from that person, I am going to myself.

* It is fighting our feelings that causes suffering, not our feelings.

* I will remember that my illusion of control is just that . . . an illusion.

* Only as I am aware of the present will I have the opportunity to be fully alive.

The Willow Tree Mix . . .

Dancing Away With My Heart - Lady Antebellum

The One That Got Away - Katy Perry

Sunday Morning - Maroon 5

Rolling in the Deep - Adele

Never Gonna Leave This Bed - Maroon 5

Fallin' For You - Colbie Caillat

I'm Not Strong Enough to Say No - Blackhawk

I Try - Macy Gray

Must Be Doin' Something Right - Billy Currington

I Wanna Make You Close Your Eyes - Dierks Bentley

A Cold Wind Blows Through Your Heart - Bill Ricchini

Bad Day - Alvin & The Chipmunks

You Raise Me Up - Josh Groban

Need You Now - Lady Antebellum

Hello World - Lady Antebellum

If I Knew Then - Lady Antebellum

The Climb - Miley Cyrus

You'll Be In My Heart - Phil Collins

I Won't Let Go - Rascal Flatts

Bleed Red - Ronnie Dunn

Someone Like You - Adele

Cowboy Take Me Away - Dixie Chicks

The Woman With You - Kenny Chesney

The Angel at the Top of My Tree - Kenny Chesney

Somewhere with You - Kenny Chesney

Somewhere Else - Toby Keith

Keep Me In Mind - Zac Brown Band

You - Chris Young

Everytime I Hear Your Name - Keith Anderson

When You Were Mine - Lady Antebellum

The Man Who Can't Be Moved - Xenia

Inside Your Heaven - Carrie Underwood

To Be Loved By You - Wynonna Judd

I'm So Happy I Can't Stop Crying - Sting